Blue Days

Far out and Dying in the heart of the Golden State

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song IDEA

now i heard you were lookin’ for treat

somethin’ sweet from the Sugary Shakedown Sea

Like a dream, it’s right here in my tree

it’s so sweet, it’ll rot right through your teeth.

look close, don’t miss what you’re lookin for 

I’ve got it, i’ve got it just for you

are you down? are you down to walk with me?

down, down,  for blisters on your feet?

it’s sundown and the moon is getting high,

the sun bleeds and it gives way to the night.

tell me baby, are you feelin’ all right?

Are you down? Are you down enough to be

a freaky actor in a far out movie scene?

with a far out Movie Queen?

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i just

it’s been awhile. this strange transitional period has taken hold of any ideas i’ve held dear; any ideas i’ve had of leaving.

i have lost two children that I never had to begin with. not sure why i miss them, or why i even think i care

…anyone else would say i didn’t. i could not live that lie

i could not act it out, and pretend it would all be okay. i am in no state of mind to handle someone else’s plights

no f u c k i n g state of mind

i won’t pretend that i can do that. play fucking house at twenty years old

COME ONNNNNN

I DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW ANYONE CAN KID THEMSELVES OR ACT LIKE IT’D BE RIGHT FOR ANYONE ELSE TO ACT LIKE THEY COULD SUDDENLY SWALLOW THEIR SHAME AND RISE TO THE OCCASION

WHO THE FUCK DID THAT FOR YOU?

maybe i’m just going crazy. maybe i’m just sick

i’ll never act like the act of murder never scarred me. like religious crosses never weighed heavy on my back. but i bear no shame in having a choice

and let me just say this: it. was. my. choice.

not yours. god, no

you are a piece of work; and not one that I personally will have anything to do with.

not sure why i’ve decided that tonight is the right time to say anything about this

maybe it’s because i realized that i care a whole lot more about the people i make impressions on, over the people i leave behind to rot.

god, these men disgust me

and these women are no better

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I made a deal with the devil

that I’d stay away from him

so far he couldn’t find me

so I couldn’t hurt him, then.

he said I only remind him

of his wife that has long died

the one who ripped his heart out

his beloved, evil bride.

He said I look just like the bitch,

blood red lips and all,

we even share the same birthmark,

about the same feet tall.

Lucifer kept on sulking,

cried for his lack of heart,

he cried and cried for the pain she caused

that tore his life apart.

She always left him hanging,

never came home on time,

he said he saw the same hostility

in her eyes, he saw in mine.

So he told me to stay away,

to keep my distance for good,

and it was then I recieved my ticket

into the “better” neighborhood.

So now I sit in heaven,

to spare the devil pain,

but now it is I who is hurting,

for we will never meet again.

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We’ve spent five years together in total.
This is my man, and I am his lady.
This was one of those days where all we did was lie around in comfy clothes smoking pot and watching nature shows on TV. Just another weekday

We’ve spent five years together in total.

This is my man, and I am his lady.

This was one of those days where all we did was lie around in comfy clothes smoking pot and watching nature shows on TV. Just another weekday